An Inconvenient Distance...

I cAn FeEl ThAt,
ThErE iS a GrEaT dIsTaNcE,
iF i Am AlLoWeD tO uSe FiLtHy WoRdS hErE,
tHeN tHeRe Is A gOd DaMn FuCkInG bUlLsHiT gReAt DiStAnCe.

OnCe I tHoUgHt We ArE cLoSe EnOuGh,
ClOsE eNoUgH tO tUrN uP oUr NoSe,
AnD nOw,
AfTeR aLl ThEsE yEaRs,
WhY lEt ThE mIsChIeF sHoW uP bY nOw?

If ThIs Is NeCeSsOrY,
fOr A gOoD aNd BlEsSeD rElAtIoNsHiP iN tHe FuTuRe,
YoU sHoUlD hAvE dOnE tHaT yEaRs BeFoRe.

To TeLl The TrUtH,
iN aLl ThEsE yEaRs,
I nEvEr HaVe OnE sInGlE tHoUgHt To GiVe Up HoPe On YoU,
oR aNy FeElInGs Of ReGrEt.

I aLwAyS tHiNk ThAt ThIs ShOuLd Be OuR hApPiLy EvEr AfTeR,
bUt ThE mOrE tRuTh I kNoW,
tHe MoRe DiSsApOiNtMeNt I oBtAiN,
hOw CaN oNe GeT hOlD oF hApPiNeSs,
EvEn ThOuGh It Is JuSt OnE mOrE sTeP foR hEr To GrAb It,
WhEn ShE kEeP wAnNa Be ObSeSsEd By ThE pAsT tHaT sHoUlD bE aBaNdOnEd?

I uSeD tO hAvE tHe ThOuGhT tHaT i Am ThE oNe,
AnD wE aRe So In HaRmOnY,
bUt It'S sEeMeD tHaT tHeRe Is ToO mUcH sEcReT,
tHaT nOnE oF tHeM sHoUlD i EvEr TrY tO sNiFf.

AlL tHeSe MaKe Me WoNdEr,
WhY iS iT sO hArD fOr PeOpLe To Be FrAnKnEsS?

aFtEr AlL tHeSe YeArS,
hOw Am I gOiNg To BeLiEvE oR aCcEpT,
tHaT aLl ThOsE sUgArPlUm HaD tUrN oUt To Be ThOuSaNdS oF lIeS?

gOd,
PlEaSe LiBeRaTe PeOpLe FrOm SuFfErInG,
i JuSt WaNnA kEeP gOiNg,
To HaVe A cHaNcE,
tO pLaY a MoRe ImPoRtAnT rOlE iN yOuR pLaN oN eArTh.

DeAr LoRd,
YoU cAn UsE mE aNyTiMe In AnYwAy YoU dEsIrE,
bUt PlEaSe,
HuRt Me No MoRe AnD gIvE mE sTrEnGtH,
i Do ReAlLy NeEd MoRe Of ThAt.

My HeArT iS sTiLl,
AnD aLwAyS hErE,
wAiTiNg AnD sEaRcHiNg FoR yOuRs.

GiViNg Up,
WiLl NeVeR bE oNe Of ThE oPtIoNs,
WhIcH i HaVe GiVeN mYsElF,
tO mAkE aLl ThInGs RigHt.

FrEe WiLl,
ThE mOsT pReCiOuS tReAsUrE,
aNd At ThE sAmE tImE,
tHe MoSt DaNgErOuS aNd HaRmFuL wEaPoN.

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