Dun get upset easily...
You dun have the right to upset anymore...
You have a job...
An important task...
And your time is running out....
So, be patience and keep working on it...
Please...
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Living....
For some reasons,
i was brought back,
and now,i am still here.
I dunno how.
But i know there was a reason.
I wasn't told about that.
I was meant to find out by myself, if my time allow me to do so.
When i came back, i was assigned a task,
and i was given a new promise.
Live is enjoyable,
but i didn't come back to enjoy.
I know what i should do,
and its start well,
just as the BOSS' plan.
Now,
from a totally different sight of view,
i can see now how precious life is,
and how delicate it can be.
I am being helpful to you once again,
and for the first time in years,
i feel alive,
never been so grateful for living.
But, why now?
We totally missed what should have been good.
Is it too late for me?
How long do i still got?
I just dunno.
Anyway, thanks for this second chance.
許志安 - 爛泥
i was brought back,
and now,i am still here.
I dunno how.
But i know there was a reason.
I wasn't told about that.
I was meant to find out by myself, if my time allow me to do so.
When i came back, i was assigned a task,
and i was given a new promise.
Live is enjoyable,
but i didn't come back to enjoy.
I know what i should do,
and its start well,
just as the BOSS' plan.
Now,
from a totally different sight of view,
i can see now how precious life is,
and how delicate it can be.
I am being helpful to you once again,
and for the first time in years,
i feel alive,
never been so grateful for living.
But, why now?
We totally missed what should have been good.
Is it too late for me?
How long do i still got?
I just dunno.
Anyway, thanks for this second chance.
許志安 - 爛泥
Saturday, September 19, 2009
be logged is blog...
I like this blog..
All the article is written by me,
you can say that i am a little into narcissism,
but i won't deny that i like them.
And i like those music as well.
Sometimes i come here,
not to review the article, not to create a new one,
but simply want to listen,
listen to those songs which matched my feelings perfectly.
Actually, this is kind of a secret blog..
No reader....
Most of the article, it seemed that i wrote for someone...
Its you, i think.
its you that i love...
Ya, you are the girl...
But is it the "you" who are reading these now?
I just dunno..
People changed. People change all the time...
You & me, we just can't be excluded in this cascade...
I have a problem... Kind of serious i think...
I am sick...
But i dunno by the time you know this, how long it had passed,
and how the disease had already progress.
I just dunno.
Let's see.
All the article is written by me,
you can say that i am a little into narcissism,
but i won't deny that i like them.
And i like those music as well.
Sometimes i come here,
not to review the article, not to create a new one,
but simply want to listen,
listen to those songs which matched my feelings perfectly.
Actually, this is kind of a secret blog..
No reader....
Most of the article, it seemed that i wrote for someone...
Its you, i think.
its you that i love...
Ya, you are the girl...
But is it the "you" who are reading these now?
I just dunno..
People changed. People change all the time...
You & me, we just can't be excluded in this cascade...
I have a problem... Kind of serious i think...
I am sick...
But i dunno by the time you know this, how long it had passed,
and how the disease had already progress.
I just dunno.
Let's see.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Sadly birthday to me....
我不開心。
當然，我感激你送生日禮物給我，我也感受到你做為朋友的那分誠意。
畢竟，已很久沒看到你為我寫東西了。
或許，因為這樣，我的心裡更浮現淡淡的憂傷。
其實，不需要你一直提醒我愛情已經結束，我知道你不可能再給我機會越過那道遮攔。
但即使是這樣，每一次，還是會有抽痛。
我知道不該再拿自己不好的情緒煩你，因此，這次我不再告訴你了。
我會寫在這裡，當然也是因為試驗結果，我得到了我不特別一而再、再而三的請你來這裡看看的話你是不會到這裡晃的這個結論。
---------------------------------
你還記得我們剛認識的時候嗎？
那時候的我們，好有默契，而雖然隨著日子的過去，很多的感覺逝去，到最後，你的愛情結束....
但看來，情況沒那麼糟，
請看下圖....
我買了，8GB的，而且是14號就買的，有比你早嗎？還是同一天？
同樣的，我問回你，有沒有想過我會送這東西給你呢？
當我第一次看到它時，我就有了這個決定。
可能我是想要在眾多我給過你的東西裡，加上一個真正堪稱永遠不變的東西。
所有的一切，在感情結束的同時，都失去了最初的光輝。
也許，我仍然會希望在你某日有了更好的未來時，即使很乾脆的把我們的過去統統砍掉，也會留下至少一個可紀念我的東西....
不過，我不打算送那個4GB的給你。
鑽石恆久遠，一顆永留傳。
既然要送，要保持久遠，4GB現在可能很大，在以後卻不，我希望我給你的東西，即使在很遠的未來，也和鑽石一樣，是依然有意義的。
我到處去找更大容量的。
這就是後來為何會讓你看到那個網頁。
但很遺憾的，到處都找不到16GB的，因此我買了8GB的。
但我卻沒藉口送你了。
因為被你搶先了。
------------------------------------
回你的問題。
我的確猜到你會送我這個，從你第一次跟我講這東西開始我就有這種感覺了。
(難不成是希望我送鑽石給你嗎？我知道在你的定位裡，我已不再是應送鑽石給你的人物。)
今天你打電話給我，我就知道你想說要給我甚麼，當我看到這一條包好的禮物時，我的心裡已經100%確定了。
當你轉身離去，我五感交集。
我很感激。
可是我很不開心。
"我們的愛情已經結束"，這陳述是錯的。
你對我的愛情已經結束。
我的愛情，卻深埋在心底，再沒重見天日的一天。
說甚麼不要放棄、提起勇氣、堅強面對，難關一定會一一被闖破....
我們的感情，不是早被你放棄了嗎？
我，不也是早就被你放棄了嗎？
我感到滑稽，但是我笑不出來。
累了，這一切都是藉口。
而現在，我也想說，我累了。
找不到其他的理由了。
不過，即使你看到這個時我已經不在了，但請不要想說我是因為你所以才毀了。
你有幸福快樂的人生在未來等你。
去吧。
但願我可以看到那時的你。
一眼，就已很足夠。
-----------------------------
陳奕迅 - 活著多好
當然，我感激你送生日禮物給我，我也感受到你做為朋友的那分誠意。
畢竟，已很久沒看到你為我寫東西了。
或許，因為這樣，我的心裡更浮現淡淡的憂傷。
其實，不需要你一直提醒我愛情已經結束，我知道你不可能再給我機會越過那道遮攔。
但即使是這樣，每一次，還是會有抽痛。
我知道不該再拿自己不好的情緒煩你，因此，這次我不再告訴你了。
我會寫在這裡，當然也是因為試驗結果，我得到了我不特別一而再、再而三的請你來這裡看看的話你是不會到這裡晃的這個結論。
---------------------------------
你還記得我們剛認識的時候嗎？
那時候的我們，好有默契，而雖然隨著日子的過去，很多的感覺逝去，到最後，你的愛情結束....
但看來，情況沒那麼糟，
請看下圖....
我買了，8GB的，而且是14號就買的，有比你早嗎？還是同一天？
同樣的，我問回你，有沒有想過我會送這東西給你呢？
當我第一次看到它時，我就有了這個決定。
可能我是想要在眾多我給過你的東西裡，加上一個真正堪稱永遠不變的東西。
所有的一切，在感情結束的同時，都失去了最初的光輝。
也許，我仍然會希望在你某日有了更好的未來時，即使很乾脆的把我們的過去統統砍掉，也會留下至少一個可紀念我的東西....
不過，我不打算送那個4GB的給你。
鑽石恆久遠，一顆永留傳。
既然要送，要保持久遠，4GB現在可能很大，在以後卻不，我希望我給你的東西，即使在很遠的未來，也和鑽石一樣，是依然有意義的。
我到處去找更大容量的。
這就是後來為何會讓你看到那個網頁。
但很遺憾的，到處都找不到16GB的，因此我買了8GB的。
但我卻沒藉口送你了。
因為被你搶先了。
------------------------------------
回你的問題。
我的確猜到你會送我這個，從你第一次跟我講這東西開始我就有這種感覺了。
(難不成是希望我送鑽石給你嗎？我知道在你的定位裡，我已不再是應送鑽石給你的人物。)
今天你打電話給我，我就知道你想說要給我甚麼，當我看到這一條包好的禮物時，我的心裡已經100%確定了。
當你轉身離去，我五感交集。
我很感激。
可是我很不開心。
"我們的愛情已經結束"，這陳述是錯的。
你對我的愛情已經結束。
我的愛情，卻深埋在心底，再沒重見天日的一天。
說甚麼不要放棄、提起勇氣、堅強面對，難關一定會一一被闖破....
我們的感情，不是早被你放棄了嗎？
我，不也是早就被你放棄了嗎？
我感到滑稽，但是我笑不出來。
累了，這一切都是藉口。
而現在，我也想說，我累了。
找不到其他的理由了。
不過，即使你看到這個時我已經不在了，但請不要想說我是因為你所以才毀了。
你有幸福快樂的人生在未來等你。
去吧。
但願我可以看到那時的你。
一眼，就已很足夠。
-----------------------------
陳奕迅 - 活著多好
Monday, September 14, 2009
日子...
無論再怎麼悲傷，日子，終究是要過的，除非已決定了連生命也放棄掉。
即使死了，又會有誰來哀悼，掉下多少的眼淚？
我還活著。
對此，我很慶幸。
--------------------------
算日子，其實，已經很久沒有去計算，但是只要一抬起頭來，看到日曆，看到數目字，就會自然的馬上算出那些日子數。
已經養成這個習慣很久了。
既然已經分開，而且，也不再有任何希望可以追回你的感情，
這些數字當然不再有任何意義，
變成只是屬於我自己的一堆數目。
話說今天其實也是個很特別的日子，
今天是我們認識的第1474天，四年+第13天。
如果還在交往的話，今天是交往的第1349天。
不過我們分了嘛。
我們正式分手是在今年的2月14日，也就是我們認識的第1261天，我們交往的第1136天。
至今，是分開後的第214天。
真巧。
在很久很久以前，我曾以第幾天第幾天為藉口約你，
而你，我還記得，你問我，那以後十數年後我問你第幾天你也一定要答得出來喔...
當然，我一口答應。
自此，我就開始了算日子的習慣。
不過每天備好的答案，卻從沒有答出來的機會。
因為，
沒有人問.....
養兵千日，只為用在一朝，
可惜啊，出師未捷身先死，
再也沒機會了...
即使死了，又會有誰來哀悼，掉下多少的眼淚？
我還活著。
對此，我很慶幸。
--------------------------
算日子，其實，已經很久沒有去計算，但是只要一抬起頭來，看到日曆，看到數目字，就會自然的馬上算出那些日子數。
已經養成這個習慣很久了。
既然已經分開，而且，也不再有任何希望可以追回你的感情，
這些數字當然不再有任何意義，
變成只是屬於我自己的一堆數目。
話說今天其實也是個很特別的日子，
今天是我們認識的第1474天，四年+第13天。
如果還在交往的話，今天是交往的第1349天。
不過我們分了嘛。
我們正式分手是在今年的2月14日，也就是我們認識的第1261天，我們交往的第1136天。
至今，是分開後的第214天。
真巧。
在很久很久以前，我曾以第幾天第幾天為藉口約你，
而你，我還記得，你問我，那以後十數年後我問你第幾天你也一定要答得出來喔...
當然，我一口答應。
自此，我就開始了算日子的習慣。
不過每天備好的答案，卻從沒有答出來的機會。
因為，
沒有人問.....
養兵千日，只為用在一朝，
可惜啊，出師未捷身先死，
再也沒機會了...
Sunday, September 13, 2009
You are so beautiful.....
You are, so beautiful, to me,
you are, so beautiful, to me,
can you see, you're everything i hope for,
you are, everything i need,
you are, so beautiful, to me.
Its an classic old song, originally from Joe Cocker.
Many singers have this song in their albums.
I embeded Emil Chau & Kenny Rogers version as well.
Chau's is the first version i know, & the Rogers', would be the most impressed.
This song represented a true heart from a man..
True feeling, about how much he love the girl.
In many cases, a man sing this song,
exactly, when he is proposing.
I used to plan to keep this for last,
for you.
But, for the broken relationship now,
and i can't even have your attantion by being only one normal civilian of all,
i can sing this only to myself.
Back to the song.
It said about how much i love you, and you are everything...
And unfortunately,
that is exactly why i got dumped.
Friends said,
you're gonna got another better girl,
you should totally get over it, its already some time, right?
why dont u try to make some more new female friend?
blah blah blah...
Ya, totally understand.. but cant do any of that.
I told you about this blog,
but i don't think you will really come and check out often.
Your life is plentiful, interesting,
you have many friends, you have lovely family,
even you are everything to me, i can only be one of many,
A.K.A, not THE ONE,
and i will never be a big part in your life and in your mind.
There's already a blessing for letting me in for some parts inside.
There's nothing left for our love.
The love that we used to have, we used to feel together.
I am always wondering,
how can it be vanished just like that?
I am not expecting anything anymore. I can't.
As i remember, i was stunning,
totally like the world is collapsing when you first told me that you dont have feeling anymore, your love is fading....
And then you wanna pause the relationship.
I said it'd never can be good again after you do that,
not because we are actually not meant to be each other,
not because what kind of girls or boys that we really want or need,
Its because of a distance that is being kept.
A distance which already there, and is widening by pausing the relationship.
Keeping a distance can find the feeling back?
Who said that?
Rediculous.
Things can only get worse by that.
We lived together...But live life seperately...
And so, the distances would came from the heart...
We could have fix that, if the other choice is made.
However, everything is passed.
And what is passed, is the past.
You are already moving on,
while i'm still cursed, and tied up.
You've done nothing wrong.
You just choose to have a better life by yourself, that's all.
So,
never mind any of that...
Since everything had already passed,
the song i kept for the last moment of our "single" time,
can be played here.
I wish i could sing for you by myself,
in fact, i really did,
although you might never heard it.
And i quote those words i wrote to u a very long time ago,
which might never reach your hand, either.
-----------------------------------------
"Maybe you are not the most beautiful girl in the world,
And you probably not the smartest girl on earth either.
But, i can tell you, you are the prettiest girl that i've ever met,
and today, i have to tell the world,
that even the whole universe is nothing to me,
when i have you in my heart.
There's no any girls can get into my sight with you by my side.
You are so beautiful to me, that from the first day i know you,
everytime i saw you, i cant even move my sight away from you.
And this is still happening right now.
You may not be a perfect people, and so am i,
but our imperfections are exactly what brought us together.
We thanks GOD for arranging everything nice and well for us.
You are so special to me, you make me pray,
i pray everyday that i can get your attention,
that i can know you, talk to you,
and have your love.
Thanks GOD for answering, and assigning this relationship.
And now, the time has come, i have to admit,
you're already everything that i hope for,
you are, everything i need.
I love you."
-------------------------------------------
How silly is it?
I stored it in a secret folder in my harddisk.
Discovered a few days ago...
Seems like GOD's keep reminding me that,
i still have something to do, on the girl, on the relationship,
just like the time, when HE stop me from killing myself.....
YOU tell me what to do, YOU're the boss.
She deserved a good life without me, and she's happy with that,
and i won't wanna bother her, although i still love her.
Ya, i love her, but i am not in love with her.
Mixed (Joe Cocker + Emil Chao + Kenny Rogers)- You Are So Beautiful
you are, so beautiful, to me,
can you see, you're everything i hope for,
you are, everything i need,
you are, so beautiful, to me.
Its an classic old song, originally from Joe Cocker.
Many singers have this song in their albums.
I embeded Emil Chau & Kenny Rogers version as well.
Chau's is the first version i know, & the Rogers', would be the most impressed.
This song represented a true heart from a man..
True feeling, about how much he love the girl.
In many cases, a man sing this song,
exactly, when he is proposing.
I used to plan to keep this for last,
for you.
But, for the broken relationship now,
and i can't even have your attantion by being only one normal civilian of all,
i can sing this only to myself.
Back to the song.
It said about how much i love you, and you are everything...
And unfortunately,
that is exactly why i got dumped.
Friends said,
you're gonna got another better girl,
you should totally get over it, its already some time, right?
why dont u try to make some more new female friend?
blah blah blah...
Ya, totally understand.. but cant do any of that.
I told you about this blog,
but i don't think you will really come and check out often.
Your life is plentiful, interesting,
you have many friends, you have lovely family,
even you are everything to me, i can only be one of many,
A.K.A, not THE ONE,
and i will never be a big part in your life and in your mind.
There's already a blessing for letting me in for some parts inside.
There's nothing left for our love.
The love that we used to have, we used to feel together.
I am always wondering,
how can it be vanished just like that?
I am not expecting anything anymore. I can't.
As i remember, i was stunning,
totally like the world is collapsing when you first told me that you dont have feeling anymore, your love is fading....
And then you wanna pause the relationship.
I said it'd never can be good again after you do that,
not because we are actually not meant to be each other,
not because what kind of girls or boys that we really want or need,
Its because of a distance that is being kept.
A distance which already there, and is widening by pausing the relationship.
Keeping a distance can find the feeling back?
Who said that?
Rediculous.
Things can only get worse by that.
We lived together...But live life seperately...
And so, the distances would came from the heart...
We could have fix that, if the other choice is made.
However, everything is passed.
And what is passed, is the past.
You are already moving on,
while i'm still cursed, and tied up.
You've done nothing wrong.
You just choose to have a better life by yourself, that's all.
So,
never mind any of that...
Since everything had already passed,
the song i kept for the last moment of our "single" time,
can be played here.
I wish i could sing for you by myself,
in fact, i really did,
although you might never heard it.
And i quote those words i wrote to u a very long time ago,
which might never reach your hand, either.
-----------------------------------------
"Maybe you are not the most beautiful girl in the world,
And you probably not the smartest girl on earth either.
But, i can tell you, you are the prettiest girl that i've ever met,
and today, i have to tell the world,
that even the whole universe is nothing to me,
when i have you in my heart.
There's no any girls can get into my sight with you by my side.
You are so beautiful to me, that from the first day i know you,
everytime i saw you, i cant even move my sight away from you.
And this is still happening right now.
You may not be a perfect people, and so am i,
but our imperfections are exactly what brought us together.
We thanks GOD for arranging everything nice and well for us.
You are so special to me, you make me pray,
i pray everyday that i can get your attention,
that i can know you, talk to you,
and have your love.
Thanks GOD for answering, and assigning this relationship.
And now, the time has come, i have to admit,
you're already everything that i hope for,
you are, everything i need.
I love you."
-------------------------------------------
How silly is it?
I stored it in a secret folder in my harddisk.
Discovered a few days ago...
Seems like GOD's keep reminding me that,
i still have something to do, on the girl, on the relationship,
just like the time, when HE stop me from killing myself.....
YOU tell me what to do, YOU're the boss.
She deserved a good life without me, and she's happy with that,
and i won't wanna bother her, although i still love her.
Ya, i love her, but i am not in love with her.
Mixed (Joe Cocker + Emil Chao + Kenny Rogers)- You Are So Beautiful
Saturday, September 12, 2009
傻牛的等待....
有一種愛，叫做地老天荒；有一種愛，叫做海枯石爛；
有一種愛，叫做等待；
有一種等待，叫做破鏡重圓；有一種等待，叫做苦盡甘來；
有一種等待，叫做今生無悔。
夢是美好的，卻不一定會實現；
夢境無限好，惟不可現實中找。
因為有了等待，才有了枝頭上盛開的花朵；因為有了夢想，生命才能堅強。
真愛總是需要等待，也只有真愛能經得起等待。
只有時間才能證明我愛你，也只有等待才會讓大家知道自己真正的心意。
真愛無價；等待無期，等待或許會很無奈、很孤獨、很痛苦，但它也會是一種幸福、成全、帶著痛苦的快樂！
也許某一天，我會站在某個被遺忘的角落，看著你的幸福和發自內心的快樂，然後安心的離開，永遠的消逝於塵世...
我不會懊惱在等待中流失了青春；也不後悔那已付諸東流的愛情。擦乾淚水，繼續守候。
愛並不一定有任何目的，也不一定需要擁有，
愛就像是ㄧ顆美麗的果實，結在我對你感情的那茁壯大樹，
那不能再表現出來的愛意，那不再能擁有的體會，讓愛變得無私無慾，淡泊哀傷，也因此能做到真正的永恆。
激情時的宣示可以天花亂墜，"永不分離"、"永世相隨"；
分開後的表白卻能樸實無華。
戀愛時的承諾能得到甜蜜的回饋；分開後的承諾卻不會指望能換回什麼。
也許不能再給你什麼浪漫，但你得到了我以生命為你做的祝福。
你可以拒絕我，但無法阻止我對你的愛；我也可以放棄你，但不能放棄我對你的愛。
也許當我年華老去時，驀然回首，再觸這段青蔥往事，我會感嘆這一生曾純真完全的付出真心去愛過一個人，雖然愛得很痛苦，但我無悔，
而這種愛，這份愛，只屬於一個女孩，一個我今生中最愛的女孩。
我為你的等待，不需要太久，一生一世就夠了；
我為你珍惜的，不用別的，用生命就可以了。
我沒有能力讓你靜下心來好好的去愛我，但我願意為你守候，為你等待。
請最後一次原諒我的任性。
每一天的日出日落；每一年的花謝花開，哪怕是十年、二十年後，假如有一天你會回心轉意，我會告訴你，
"我的胸膛保留了你躺過的餘溫，一輩子只為你打開..."
"歡迎回來..."
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Akon - Until U Come Back
有一種愛，叫做等待；
有一種等待，叫做破鏡重圓；有一種等待，叫做苦盡甘來；
有一種等待，叫做今生無悔。
夢是美好的，卻不一定會實現；
夢境無限好，惟不可現實中找。
因為有了等待，才有了枝頭上盛開的花朵；因為有了夢想，生命才能堅強。
真愛總是需要等待，也只有真愛能經得起等待。
只有時間才能證明我愛你，也只有等待才會讓大家知道自己真正的心意。
真愛無價；等待無期，等待或許會很無奈、很孤獨、很痛苦，但它也會是一種幸福、成全、帶著痛苦的快樂！
也許某一天，我會站在某個被遺忘的角落，看著你的幸福和發自內心的快樂，然後安心的離開，永遠的消逝於塵世...
我不會懊惱在等待中流失了青春；也不後悔那已付諸東流的愛情。擦乾淚水，繼續守候。
愛並不一定有任何目的，也不一定需要擁有，
愛就像是ㄧ顆美麗的果實，結在我對你感情的那茁壯大樹，
那不能再表現出來的愛意，那不再能擁有的體會，讓愛變得無私無慾，淡泊哀傷，也因此能做到真正的永恆。
激情時的宣示可以天花亂墜，"永不分離"、"永世相隨"；
分開後的表白卻能樸實無華。
戀愛時的承諾能得到甜蜜的回饋；分開後的承諾卻不會指望能換回什麼。
也許不能再給你什麼浪漫，但你得到了我以生命為你做的祝福。
你可以拒絕我，但無法阻止我對你的愛；我也可以放棄你，但不能放棄我對你的愛。
也許當我年華老去時，驀然回首，再觸這段青蔥往事，我會感嘆這一生曾純真完全的付出真心去愛過一個人，雖然愛得很痛苦，但我無悔，
而這種愛，這份愛，只屬於一個女孩，一個我今生中最愛的女孩。
我為你的等待，不需要太久，一生一世就夠了；
我為你珍惜的，不用別的，用生命就可以了。
我沒有能力讓你靜下心來好好的去愛我，但我願意為你守候，為你等待。
請最後一次原諒我的任性。
每一天的日出日落；每一年的花謝花開，哪怕是十年、二十年後，假如有一天你會回心轉意，我會告訴你，
"我的胸膛保留了你躺過的餘溫，一輩子只為你打開..."
"歡迎回來..."
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Akon - Until U Come Back
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
老婆婆與老公公...
這是劉德華在<<再說一次我愛你>>理說給楊采妮庭的故事...
在很久很久以前，有一對老夫老妻，
那老公公每次走路，都是大步大步的快速向前，
那老婆婆呢，就要急步急步的在後面追。
老婆婆從來都不明白為甚麼老公公整天都走得那麼急；
而老公公也不明白，老婆婆怎麼會走得那麼慢。
雖然如此，但他們始終不曾放棄去等和去追，
因為，
他們都很愛對方。
但是楊采妮覺得這是個很悲慘的故事，她說：
雖然老公公和老婆婆都很愛對方，可是一個走在前；一個走在後，
好像整天都不能在一起，因而，他們勢必錯過了很多東西。
劉德華說:是的，他們錯過了很多，不過，他們會追得回的。
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不是每件事情都有追得回的機會，但，當然也不是麼件事情結束了就能簡單的煙消雲去...
往事已矣；來日可追，只是，那裡面，不再有妳....
Utada Hikaru - First Love
在很久很久以前，有一對老夫老妻，
那老公公每次走路，都是大步大步的快速向前，
那老婆婆呢，就要急步急步的在後面追。
老婆婆從來都不明白為甚麼老公公整天都走得那麼急；
而老公公也不明白，老婆婆怎麼會走得那麼慢。
雖然如此，但他們始終不曾放棄去等和去追，
因為，
他們都很愛對方。
但是楊采妮覺得這是個很悲慘的故事，她說：
雖然老公公和老婆婆都很愛對方，可是一個走在前；一個走在後，
好像整天都不能在一起，因而，他們勢必錯過了很多東西。
劉德華說:是的，他們錯過了很多，不過，他們會追得回的。
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不是每件事情都有追得回的機會，但，當然也不是麼件事情結束了就能簡單的煙消雲去...
往事已矣；來日可追，只是，那裡面，不再有妳....
Utada Hikaru - First Love
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
我的心是怎麼了？
今天復健科沒什麼節目，大家大都無聊而提早回家了。
我們這組的三個人，要等老師查房所以沒先跑，
下午兩點鐘，這時的石弟在圖書館努力,美中回家小睡去了，
我一個人坐在討論室，上網找一些資料。
由於討論室內沒有人，於是我也就放心的拿出MP3來聽。
突然間...
我也不知道為甚麼...
心中一陣鬱卒,居然差點哭了出來...
我的心，甚麼時候開始變得如此的脆弱?
安慰的話大家都會說,當然對我來說也不難,
但要當事者做得到,卻是難上加難...
這份愛，究竟還隱藏了什麼神奇的後著，居然能在結束了仍能逞凶，繼續的折磨著人?
強勁的後勁，一如千年之烈酒，
而我，
就好像不善飲的醉漢，
不但喝醉，還酒精中毒。
沒有醉後的甜美夢境，只有滿滿的不平和痛心。
依然在撕裂的傷痕仍持續的拒絕癒合，
可悲的是，我連忘卻也做不到.....
你的容顏，你的溫柔，你的一切...
今早起床前，我又夢到你了，
在夢裡，不知何故,你撲倒在我懷裡，哭得淅瀝嘩啦的；
而在現實中，若再能有機會擁你入懷，哭得淅瀝嘩啦的，100%會是我。
我們這組的三個人，要等老師查房所以沒先跑，
下午兩點鐘，這時的石弟在圖書館努力,美中回家小睡去了，
我一個人坐在討論室，上網找一些資料。
由於討論室內沒有人，於是我也就放心的拿出MP3來聽。
突然間...
我也不知道為甚麼...
心中一陣鬱卒,居然差點哭了出來...
我的心，甚麼時候開始變得如此的脆弱?
安慰的話大家都會說,當然對我來說也不難,
但要當事者做得到,卻是難上加難...
這份愛，究竟還隱藏了什麼神奇的後著，居然能在結束了仍能逞凶，繼續的折磨著人?
強勁的後勁，一如千年之烈酒，
而我，
就好像不善飲的醉漢，
不但喝醉，還酒精中毒。
沒有醉後的甜美夢境，只有滿滿的不平和痛心。
依然在撕裂的傷痕仍持續的拒絕癒合，
可悲的是，我連忘卻也做不到.....
你的容顏，你的溫柔，你的一切...
今早起床前，我又夢到你了，
在夢裡，不知何故,你撲倒在我懷裡，哭得淅瀝嘩啦的；
而在現實中，若再能有機會擁你入懷，哭得淅瀝嘩啦的，100%會是我。
Faith...
One story is written as below...
"Hi, Mr. Kent, you've been in this marriage for more than 60 years, can you tell us how can you maintain it for this long?"
"Well, that's very simple, we love each other..."
"Wow, but we can see that couples fight and broke up everyday, didn't you 2 have arguement is these years?"
"All the time, we fight everyday for the past decades..."
"That's impossible, as we all know that you two have a sweet marriage."
"Haha, same reason, we love each other, and that's exactly why we still be together even we are so difference."
"So, you mean that the reason you fight everyday is..."
"Yup, conception. We came from different background, we learnt different knowledge, we knew different friends, we even always have different thoughts about a same thing..."
"Mr. Kent, you just said that you fight everyday, won't you or Mrs. Kent get tired? How do you deal with it?"
"Well, sometimes, but, as you can see, i love her, and she love me, and love have overcame all the differences among us..."
"Please be specific..."
"We did fight everyday, but knowing that we love each other, we are willing to face the problem and fix it, every time. In addition, we promised each other, never brought the fight into bedroom, and, we actually end every fight of the day before we go to bed everyday."
"I don't think that is easy for people..."
"Well, still the same answer that i'll give you. Just remember that you love her, and you want to be with her in the entire life, and if both of you have the same thought with this, there'll be no differences or fight that cannot be overcame."
"So, besides all the difference, you have the same thought about your love..."
"Exactly, i may got older and older, some or many of my mamories may or will be gone, but i'll always remember that, there's a woman that i love, and i love most, and i've promised to take good care of her in my entire life. And i also promise GOD that i'll love her and be with her, until death tear us apart."
"Wow, what a touching vow, it's still touching even after all these 60 years."
"Thank you. I belive GOD have arranged the most appropriate soul mate for me."
"Even you are still fighting everyday?"
"Yeep."
"Well, so your are a believer, some people say that we never had a choice about what GOD arrange for us, do you think it's right?"
"Em... I think it doesn't matter. We had free will, the greatest gift from GOD, but, we need to know that, GOD's arrangement, always come with a meaning. And HE's having something prepared for us."
"But how to you know its GOD arrangement?"
"Good question, in fact, we never know, but we have faith. We have faith in GOD, we have faith in love, and we have faith in GOD for what we desire, which is true love."
"True love....."
END...
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Mark 11:24
"Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you recieve them, and you will have them."
Can you feel it?
"Hi, Mr. Kent, you've been in this marriage for more than 60 years, can you tell us how can you maintain it for this long?"
"Well, that's very simple, we love each other..."
"Wow, but we can see that couples fight and broke up everyday, didn't you 2 have arguement is these years?"
"All the time, we fight everyday for the past decades..."
"That's impossible, as we all know that you two have a sweet marriage."
"Haha, same reason, we love each other, and that's exactly why we still be together even we are so difference."
"So, you mean that the reason you fight everyday is..."
"Yup, conception. We came from different background, we learnt different knowledge, we knew different friends, we even always have different thoughts about a same thing..."
"Mr. Kent, you just said that you fight everyday, won't you or Mrs. Kent get tired? How do you deal with it?"
"Well, sometimes, but, as you can see, i love her, and she love me, and love have overcame all the differences among us..."
"Please be specific..."
"We did fight everyday, but knowing that we love each other, we are willing to face the problem and fix it, every time. In addition, we promised each other, never brought the fight into bedroom, and, we actually end every fight of the day before we go to bed everyday."
"I don't think that is easy for people..."
"Well, still the same answer that i'll give you. Just remember that you love her, and you want to be with her in the entire life, and if both of you have the same thought with this, there'll be no differences or fight that cannot be overcame."
"So, besides all the difference, you have the same thought about your love..."
"Exactly, i may got older and older, some or many of my mamories may or will be gone, but i'll always remember that, there's a woman that i love, and i love most, and i've promised to take good care of her in my entire life. And i also promise GOD that i'll love her and be with her, until death tear us apart."
"Wow, what a touching vow, it's still touching even after all these 60 years."
"Thank you. I belive GOD have arranged the most appropriate soul mate for me."
"Even you are still fighting everyday?"
"Yeep."
"Well, so your are a believer, some people say that we never had a choice about what GOD arrange for us, do you think it's right?"
"Em... I think it doesn't matter. We had free will, the greatest gift from GOD, but, we need to know that, GOD's arrangement, always come with a meaning. And HE's having something prepared for us."
"But how to you know its GOD arrangement?"
"Good question, in fact, we never know, but we have faith. We have faith in GOD, we have faith in love, and we have faith in GOD for what we desire, which is true love."
"True love....."
END...
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Mark 11:24
"Therefore I say to you, whatever things you ask when you pray, believe that you recieve them, and you will have them."
Can you feel it?
Monday, September 07, 2009
Love...
In this 25 years of my whole life,
i've been falling in love twice,
twice with different girl of course,
but the funny part is,
both of them from Melacca,
n both of them dumped me.
For once, i thought maybe i was destined to be collapsed,
by falling into loves with Melacca's girl,
and,
i even thought about,
maybe i'd done something bad to the state in my past life,
like openning the city gate and let the dutch invader enter Melacca.
Ridiculous, isn't it?
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I'm a dull, stubborn immature kid without ability to make girls feel romantic.
maybe my only virtue i have is that faith i have in love...
remember the report that we did together?
the phenomenology one, about love...
ring any bell?
love is not just a feeling, which can easily comes and goes,
without any responsibilities...
but love is far more than that...
Love is understanding, toleration,
love is commitment, responsibility,
love is the only weapon that can help people overcome any conflict,
love is everything, the ultimate answer to everything.
Love,
is one of the greatest present by God.
And that's exactly why i said you think you loved me but instead, u thought you loved me...
Not saying that you never give your heart in this relationship,
but saying that you still don't know the meaning of love,
and hence,
you can't possibly really meant it when you said the word, or when you thought you did love.
But, do i actually understand what is true love?
I just don't know...
Maybe it really need experience and practice,
for you, for me, for everyone on earth...
i've been falling in love twice,
twice with different girl of course,
but the funny part is,
both of them from Melacca,
n both of them dumped me.
For once, i thought maybe i was destined to be collapsed,
by falling into loves with Melacca's girl,
and,
i even thought about,
maybe i'd done something bad to the state in my past life,
like openning the city gate and let the dutch invader enter Melacca.
Ridiculous, isn't it?
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I'm a dull, stubborn immature kid without ability to make girls feel romantic.
maybe my only virtue i have is that faith i have in love...
remember the report that we did together?
the phenomenology one, about love...
ring any bell?
love is not just a feeling, which can easily comes and goes,
without any responsibilities...
but love is far more than that...
Love is understanding, toleration,
love is commitment, responsibility,
love is the only weapon that can help people overcome any conflict,
love is everything, the ultimate answer to everything.
Love,
is one of the greatest present by God.
And that's exactly why i said you think you loved me but instead, u thought you loved me...
Not saying that you never give your heart in this relationship,
but saying that you still don't know the meaning of love,
and hence,
you can't possibly really meant it when you said the word, or when you thought you did love.
But, do i actually understand what is true love?
I just don't know...
Maybe it really need experience and practice,
for you, for me, for everyone on earth...
Sunday, September 06, 2009
Yasmin Ahmad - Funeral
In the end, it's these small things that you remember, a little imperfections, that make them perfect, for you.
Yasmin Ahmad, one of the greatest director in the world.
The only Malay that i admire.
Every product of her is touching...
Touching the deepest humanity in our hearts...
Thursday, September 03, 2009
沒有你，要我怎麼幸福..
當一切皆已結束的現在，
所剩餘下來的，就只有回憶....
選項：
A.要未來 B.要回憶
答案：
要回憶，不要未來。
不要未來，要回憶。
這不是我的選擇。
題目根本就沒有規定只可以選擇一個。
可惜的是，早在還沒正式分開時，我就已經沒有的選擇。
拒絕的權利和選擇的餘地都完完全全的被剝奪，於是也就只好默默的接受，
要不然還能怎麼辦？
只恨時間還未到，暫時還不能離去，到那遠離苦難的彼岸.......
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東來東往 - 沒有你，要我怎麼幸福
所剩餘下來的，就只有回憶....
選項：
A.要未來 B.要回憶
答案：
要回憶，不要未來。
不要未來，要回憶。
這不是我的選擇。
題目根本就沒有規定只可以選擇一個。
可惜的是，早在還沒正式分開時，我就已經沒有的選擇。
拒絕的權利和選擇的餘地都完完全全的被剝奪，於是也就只好默默的接受，
要不然還能怎麼辦？
只恨時間還未到，暫時還不能離去，到那遠離苦難的彼岸.......
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東來東往 - 沒有你，要我怎麼幸福
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
To Love Again...
感情、感覺是必須宣洩的....
只是，再也不能跟你吐露我真實的感覺...
雖然現在還做不到，但我知道自己不應該一而再、再而三的自討沒趣...
慢慢學吧...
至於妳...
有甚麼需要就跟我說..開始見習了有任何需要幫忙、要知道甚麼資訊都請找我喔...
雖然我們不再是一對，
但我還是很掛念妳、很關心妳的，
我也會繼續的給予一切妳需要的來對妳好，只要妳不拒絕它們。
(拒絕我倒是沒什麼關係)
依然的愛著妳，但已跟你無關.....
(妳會看得到嗎？)
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To Love Again...
只是，再也不能跟你吐露我真實的感覺...
雖然現在還做不到，但我知道自己不應該一而再、再而三的自討沒趣...
慢慢學吧...
至於妳...
有甚麼需要就跟我說..開始見習了有任何需要幫忙、要知道甚麼資訊都請找我喔...
雖然我們不再是一對，
但我還是很掛念妳、很關心妳的，
我也會繼續的給予一切妳需要的來對妳好，只要妳不拒絕它們。
(拒絕我倒是沒什麼關係)
依然的愛著妳，但已跟你無關.....
(妳會看得到嗎？)
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To Love Again...
Tuesday, September 01, 2009
Feelings...
那天聽到一首歌...
東來東往(戴凌鵬)的 "你會恨我嗎"....
很有感觸，尤其它讓我想起，
你也曾這麼的問過我。
我會恨你嗎？
答案是否定的。
你讓我學了很多，你讓我了解到愛情的甜美和心酸；
你讓我學會愛與被愛；你讓我知道期盼的幸福和絕望的無助.....
以及很多多無法以言語表達的...
無論如何，我感謝你。
感謝你曾給予我的一切。
我沒有恨妳，但我有滿滿的悔恨、遺憾。
我想要繼續嘗試、努力，
但你已做出了選擇，
選擇讓明天不再有希望。
你現在還好嗎？
你快樂嗎？
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東來東往(戴凌鵬) - 你會恨我嗎？
東來東往(戴凌鵬)的 "你會恨我嗎"....
很有感觸，尤其它讓我想起，
你也曾這麼的問過我。
我會恨你嗎？
答案是否定的。
你讓我學了很多，你讓我了解到愛情的甜美和心酸；
你讓我學會愛與被愛；你讓我知道期盼的幸福和絕望的無助.....
以及很多多無法以言語表達的...
無論如何，我感謝你。
感謝你曾給予我的一切。
我沒有恨妳，但我有滿滿的悔恨、遺憾。
我想要繼續嘗試、努力，
但你已做出了選擇，
選擇讓明天不再有希望。
你現在還好嗎？
你快樂嗎？
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東來東往(戴凌鵬) - 你會恨我嗎？
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