Love...

In this 25 years of my whole life,

i've been falling in love twice,

twice with different girl of course,

but the funny part is,

both of them from Melacca,

n both of them dumped me.

For once, i thought maybe i was destined to be collapsed,

by falling into loves with Melacca's girl,

and,

i even thought about,

maybe i'd done something bad to the state in my past life,

like openning the city gate and let the dutch invader enter Melacca.

Ridiculous, isn't it?

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I'm a dull, stubborn immature kid without ability to make girls feel romantic.

maybe my only virtue i have is that faith i have in love...

remember the report that we did together?

the phenomenology one, about love...

ring any bell?

love is not just a feeling, which can easily comes and goes,

without any responsibilities...

but love is far more than that...

Love is understanding, toleration,

love is commitment, responsibility,

love is the only weapon that can help people overcome any conflict,

love is everything, the ultimate answer to everything.

Love,

is one of the greatest present by God.

And that's exactly why i said you think you loved me but instead, u thought you loved me...

Not saying that you never give your heart in this relationship,

but saying that you still don't know the meaning of love,

and hence,

you can't possibly really meant it when you said the word, or when you thought you did love.

But, do i actually understand what is true love?

I just don't know...

Maybe it really need experience and practice,

for you, for me, for everyone on earth...